So far today is going well, I guess you could even say it is a good day. I feel like I have accomplished a lot. I did have a little cry though, I’m talking one or two tears. I heard a song that made me think of Kara. For those of you that don’t know, she was my best friend, she was like a sister, and she did almost four years ago (this July). I’m not as upset or depressed as I was a couple of years ago. I still get sad from time to time, you know, I hear a song, or I think of something that I would want to share with her. Kind of like when Mike and I got engaged. I had promised her that she would be the first I would call, and I was so excited at the time I grabbed my phone and almost tried to call her. It is sometimes easy to forget she is gone. She was my best friend, we were really close, but we did sometimes go a month or so between hang outs and stuff, we were both busy with nursing school and all. I really do miss her, but I also know she is in an amazing place right now and that I will see her again. I hope it is a long time too, it’s not like I have a death wish, but on the other hand, I miss doing stuff with her. I miss girls days out, getting manicures, shopping, seeing movies, getting ice cream, shopping, talking…you get the picture. I guess I just needed a moment to think of her and be a little sad, followed by happiness. I’m happy that I knew her, happy I got to spend time with her and grateful she was in my life, even if it was for a short time.